Its never right or wrong?.. either way u are on a two way road.. its all up to u to decide whats 'best' for u and how u run through that road.
Me always telling my friends u shouldnt do this, u shouldnt do that and telling them whats best for them.. but! listen... i tried putting that situations into mine, never works. im stubborn like that. Trying to strike them both. Being greedy. Emotions are uncontrollable. At that point of time put ur feelings aside and think logically. Thats whats best for u. Cause in the end ur the one whos feeling the pain. Its easy to say, easy to tell somebody. But try put that words into actions. Its never easy. Whats spilled, its been spilled. You cant pour them back into a glass.
I wander when i have my moments to think.. at this very moment. What are people going through.. how their daily life is spent. All sorts of emotions floating in the air. People loving, hating, crying, fighting.... you feel so lost.. but their feeling what u've felt, what u are feeling and what u will be feeling..
As to me, this year i've felt it all.. and ive changed for the better or for the worst. But i think its such a beautiful thing to experience and feel all that... whether its right or wrong, u have to cross that bumpy road either way, in order to get from point A to B. Thats the challenge. And knowing that you've achieved something out of something, somebody or anything.. it can be anything or anybody... you have history of ur life time experience to look back to.
Nothings ever Right or Wrong in the end. Its whats ur you have to fight for.
and i just think its beasutiful. |
