Hidden Colours ☆

step into the blues

2008-10-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

I have exactly 3 and a half week from now til the end of this sem.

As being away from the closest person that i have, has been miserable.

my smile fades, its not authentic, undeveloped, surreal.

i have put myself into sorrows, only because what i get and what i will achieve out of it.

it's more than i could ever imagine.

Once and for all

2008-10-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

Finally found the perfect skin for my blog. It took me after soo loonngg. And here it is. Just what i've been looking for. Been waiting for me haha

Been trying to pick up the interesting things thats been, so far supposedly should been happening. But seems like theres none except one, which i will be posting the pics up below.
I could be writing about my so called 'interesting' stuff thats been happening, which is definitely school related, which will bore the hell out of you. So that i'll skip.

Waiting until the semesters over and paradise! here i come!! ^0^*

Trip back to perhentian 08'

Trip was 3days 2nights. It was so short but overall we had a good time relaxing. Chilling by the beach. Even though it was so hot, we didn't care much at all. Sweating and tanning. Not the best combination haha! But had them waterproof sunblock applied on my body with double layer. Which in the end didn't make much of a difference either.. stupid 'waterproof' sunblock! it's all bull i tell you! Bought the kids one thinking that it would be better!? ........ fucking came out looking all dark and shit. I'm always believing all these kinda things. Simply buy and the turn out results are always negative as usual.

stupid sunblock!

Beach was amazing. That was the only thing which i was definitely satisfied with. First day was awful with all the rain but second day onward was great! Sun was bright, sky was so blue, wind was flowy. It was amazing. Oh! you can't miss out the food part!
Honestly, it wasn't that great but i guess it was the whole senario which made food even more tastier. It would be those simple things that you could even make at home. Tuna sandwich, and more sandwich haha But food was no issue. Our stomach was still smiling at us. :)

It really was too short man. Wasn't enough!!! But going back there the second time was whole lot different. we moved around the beach. Took taxi boat to get to another side of the island. Because we had such a limited amount of time, we skipped all the activities. which i do kinda regret not doing it. :S but i loved that my brother was here and im glad naila tagged along with us. Now my next destination?? haven't decided yet but hopefully soon. ^^

So dont get tricked by those waterproof sunblock ey? fuck all that and get them Double SPF! ;)

Missing in action??

2008-08-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

I doubt that.. i've just "too" busy to get some words written down on my blog.. despite the fact that i've been on a holiday for like two months. It's been pretty rockin so far. Shall i say 'Cloud 9'? haha
naaa... been too busy taking care of my loyal boyfriend of mine.

Talking about 2008.. its sure been a happy-go-lucky year? For me its been ---____---___***** not really sure what that means, but its been a pretty tough year for me. Not mentioning, alot has happened between this 8months.. well it sure gets better when its 2008/8 huh!?
Hope everyones been up to date with Beijing Olympics 2008! cause i sure as hell am! ;)
South Korea is Number.2!!!!!! just cant have enough!

Besides all that fame.. i've been catching up with another. Since I've been learning so much about Hair from my bf.. i'll be soon too start a few tutorials about hair..
1) Styling - Short, Medium, Long
2) Cut - According to different faces
3) Colour - DO's n DONT's (according to colour of ur skin tone)

Theres too many so im gonna start with something small..

And just for people out there... if u can understand and read chinese..
i would love for u to check 8tv- 8Style. It's all about beauty and health care.

Enjoy! and ill be coming up with those little tips n tricks soon :)

Far away from home???

2008-06-17T04:47:00.000-07:00

Malaysia - Thailand - Bangladesh... Omg.. i am TIRED~~~ !!!!
Got in the plane this morning from thailand with two luggages, packed with FOOD~ hehe
its damn heavy lohh.. @_@ My mum and i took different class. She took business i took economy. damn shitty~ haha my mum asked the stewardess if i could join her in the business class, and knowing my mum with her english.. my poor mama hahah she never ask twice to check. whatever she hears first, she'll be OK!! OK!!! hahha so my mum came to my seat and told me, "That lady told u can join mee!!", so i packed my things n moved............next thing u know.. "sorry mame?! only before landing~" (with that thai accent).... =_=;; Damn shy~ Damn shy~ hahaha
Got my things n went back again..

Came home... so tired.. toook a nice hot shower and put myself to sleep..... CANNOT SLLLEEEPPPP!!!!~~~~~ :'(

fuck it.. im gonna get some good sleep tonight..

but definitely good to be home.

Baby E

2008-06-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

(liz n i at Singapore. our last trip together)

Elise. My friend, my best friend, my other half, my sista. My one and only long beloved sweetheart. Shes been stuck here like i did.

Since KTJ(kolej tuanku ja'afar) we've seen each other change and grow up but still feel like the old times. Waking up in the morning, getting ready.. wait for each other until we're done. than we head straight to Dinning Hall(cafeteria) have some breakfast... ok.. here it comes.. toilet time!!!!! hahhaha that was like our daily routine for like good 3yrs hahhaha we'll be talking about it on random days.. always gives us giggles =D Good, Bad memories... pass that she was the only one whos been keeping up with my shit. Knows inside out of my life. Knows all my secrets. so u try diggin up that chest..? ill have to kill u hahahha

Its been 7years since we meet. thats pretty fucking long. but let me tell u. time flies man.. fuck ya it does. its already 2008!!! when did that happen!!?? haha its already fucking middle of the year now. next thing u know its already 09' @___@ hahha

im gonna miss her so much. where in the world we are we know we both got each others back ;)
take care liz~ love u always.. n i know u'll be coming back ;)

Summer 08'

2008-06-08T21:46:00.000-07:00

Semester is finally ending!!! cant believe i came back early for this semester. i came back beginning of Jan when sem starts in end of Feb GOD! well i guess that happens when u have a bf whos dying to see u hahaha shooo swwweeett~ hahaha -_-;; but semester has finally ended...i mean, will end soon. In like few days time. =D

It has been a loooonnnggg sem for me man.. with only two classes to attend to. Doesn't really motivate u to do productive things. Its good n bad. But there was no differences between holiday n school this time. Lots been going on between those time. It's worth it. No regrets. Thank god.

I'll be flying back to Bangladesh soon. very soon. Cant wait to see my mama. Poor mama will be all alone during the summer since my dad n my brother will be heading back to Korea. Gonna left alone. But good thing is ill be back taking care of her. Girlie holiday! im actually kinda excited. Home COOKED FOOODD~ MMMMMMmmmm~ but before all that ill be heading to Thailand first for few days, which im excited about though i go there every year but this time sounds very pleasing =D

Im counting the days to go.. =S Theres been so much going on..

Have a happy holiday ya'll! ;)

Few things to update from early 2008

2008-06-07T18:58:00.000-07:00

March 08'
Roger Sanchez @ Zouk KL

The Man

Dj n Saif posing for the camera~
my people know what to do when camera comes to them ;)

Naila et DJ

Jammin' OUT!!!

Mama MIA!

Great night fo sho! the boys got the drinks going. We girls were tearing the place out. Dj n Saif doing their duet dance. it was hilarious!
i havent danced in awhile, results to stiffness. hahah
But anyways, Few more pics to come. hang in there! ;)

Prove of LOVE

2008-06-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Uncontrollable

2008-06-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

"If i had never met you, I wouldn't have liked you.

If i didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you,

But i did, I do and i will always"

너무 힘들다..

2008-06-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

누굴 잃는다는게 왜이리 힘든지...

넘 힘들다.. ㅜㅜ

whats right? whats wrong?

2008-05-31T10:24:00.000-07:00

Its never right or wrong?.. either way u are on a two way road.. its all up to u to decide whats 'best' for u and how u run through that road.

Me always telling my friends u shouldnt do this, u shouldnt do that and telling them whats best for them.. but! listen... i tried putting that situations into mine, never works. im stubborn like that. Trying to strike them both. Being greedy. Emotions are uncontrollable. At that point of time put ur feelings aside and think logically. Thats whats best for u. Cause in the end ur the one whos feeling the pain. Its easy to say, easy to tell somebody. But try put that words into actions. Its never easy. Whats spilled, its been spilled. You cant pour them back into a glass.

I wander when i have my moments to think.. at this very moment. What are people going through.. how their daily life is spent. All sorts of emotions floating in the air. People loving, hating, crying, fighting.... you feel so lost.. but their feeling what u've felt, what u are feeling and what u will be feeling..

As to me, this year i've felt it all.. and ive changed for the better or for the worst. But i think its such a beautiful thing to experience and feel all that... whether its right or wrong, u have to cross that bumpy road either way, in order to get from point A to B. Thats the challenge. And knowing that you've achieved something out of something, somebody or anything.. it can be anything or anybody... you have history of ur life time experience to look back to.

Nothings ever Right or Wrong in the end. Its whats ur you have to fight for.
and i just think its beasutiful.

Right moment

2008-05-30T23:09:00.000-07:00

This is where i ended up. Facebook-ing'? has gotten to me. i must say now.. its way too overrated.
All that application shits. Invitations keep coming n going. Random people adding me.
It shows too much of ur personal life, in a sense where EVERYTHING is displayed for u to see basically. so now i is stand heree.. back to blogging ;) Though we do type n tell u about whats been happening to our daily, weekly life.. but its interesting to know how people go through their day with all that compulsion, pressure, hatred and bla bla etc.. and some have a great day, always with the lucky go card stuck on their forehead haha but anyways...

Its been a WHILE~ i mean that haha i havent been reading at alllll..!!!! NAAAADDDAAA! haha
hopefully that wont really affect my writing skills now..

Updates coming soon... ;)